longest post of the year!

i read the first few posts i posted in 2005. when i first had a blog and didn't tell anybody. except for some, like jingwen. then my sister discovered that i've a blog! =.= wahh. i can't believe it. this blog is actually 1 year and 7 months old, if i never calculate wrongly (i think i did). I remember putting up make up and taking zillian pictures of myself using webcam! then i posted it up on blogger! i deleted the post last year. coz i totally couldn't belive what i had done. but i didn't say they are ugly too! :p most of my posts are talking about my badminton training. i'm suprised that i went in to little details about the day. unlike now, i just post once in a blue moon, and mostly they are quite short. "so sad.. i'm leaving ny next year.. and i must get at least 255 to get in to nanyang girls high.. i really wish i would not dissapoint my family especially my parents as they spent to much money on me.. travelling.. buying clothes and stuff. so i'm determined to study and get good results.. actually i don't know if blogging is a waste of time.. its like i spent so much time making this blog(although it has a ugly blog skin and so on), and i could use all this time to study and read.. so i tell myself i must not write a post which is so long in the future so that i won't waste time!"Sounds innocent?? i also posted some stuff that after people read it, they will bash me up or don't like me or something. hmm... that's why i feel that the straight-ness was there. but i can't seem to be straight now. i've become c..u..r...v...y-ier as i grow up. as i grow up, pressure also increase. how i wish i can return to the primary school life. so primary school people must appreciate it! i used to hate primary school life. now i realise that secondary school i s much worse, worser, worserrr than being in primary school.

yea. that was some kind of thought or something. so let's get back to today. i feel that as the week passes by, i feel more and more tired, no energy to do anything. all i want to do when i get back to class is to lay on my table and stone. many papers are being passed around [to check your CA marks] i think for a person who appealed in, i think i did so-so. not very bad, not very good. i must really improve on math, lang.arts and history. thought i would improve by like at least 3 marks for math, but improved only 1, getting 33. unseen prose, 1 mark to 60%, how irritating can that be. history assignement, failed 50% for the first one and got 50% on the dot for the second one. rahhh. can't seem to get all things right. my IH is supposed to be very lousy, coz of history. all thanks to geo! haha. i sound as though geo is a living thing. realised it was just the first "haha" i said. am i really unhappy? oh welll, shan't bother about tiny weeny stuff. i like and dislike history. it's interesting, yet also hard to study. geo is boring, but rather easier to study than history. hope i'll just get As and Bs for this term. No C for lang.arts please!

just run through somethings i did today. today, i finally passed my letter to yiting. finally remembered to pick it up from my bedside and put it into my nyps skirt [(:]. people ask me why my skirt so short. i just say it's my primary school skirt. didn't realise my skirt was short last time. now, it seems to be v.short (maybe not) in nygh. ohh, whateverr. watched prince of egypt during music lesson. it's nice! the guys and girls nose were sharp, face were pointed, looked very skinny and had little clothes on their bodies. oh, and they looked dark. then had training. did v. normal stuff. last but not least, PT! hmm. i'm really wondering if i had become fitter after doing it at the last part of trainings. had to do burpies. never heard of the word for so long until today. then i remembered that we did it in badminton last time too, as a punishement. by the way, my shin guard stinks like shit and i hate my shin guard tan! missed half part of jin shun. awww... oh by the way, i looked pissed & irritated? haha.. [2nd]

WQ-MH-SY! [wq, actually i think you look pretty !:]

Hmm... this pic makes me feel so zilian.