hey!! its thursdayyy

Now, i'm wondering something. How should I make use of the holidays to study and be prepared for next year's PSLE. Should I learn something extra, or should I revise. But at the same time, i'm wasting time. For example using computer. Once i'm chatting with a friend or something, I get so concentrated in it and can get to forget to study. So I can't fully learn something extra or revise everyday. I will keep telling myself that I must do this assesment, reaed this book no television or stuff like that. So i'm also wondering if I give myself to much pressure. I have a couple of things to worry. Or maybe lots of things to worry. For now, I keep worrying that will the next year's senior team badminton get to win. Will I get good PSLE results. What will happen when i'm having my tuition. Will I be freaked out? And I think that's the reason why my hair keeps dropping. I think its either lack of sleep or stress. OH yeah, i'm also vexing about friendship stuff too. But anyway, i've lots of hair. Its ok to drop some NOW. I always tell my mother, see i've so much hair, so troublesome and stuff like that. But my mum always says that more hair is better than less hair. And I think so too. Actually, all my family memeber has lots of hair. But my sister's one is super little now. My mum's one too I think.

As you know or I know, people will have their... Erm.. How should I put it? Is it disadvantage or weakeness? Like let say people like ME having bad breath. Prehaps, its both. I don't know why will I have baddie breath. When I was in Korea, I open my mouth big and my mum said, " Hen chou leh!" I was kind of not angry as I know that i've bad breath. My sister also says that my breath is smelly.. How should I cure that? If my friends or whoever is afraid to smell my bad breath, I suggest not to face directly in front of my mouth. Otherwise, I will scare you away. And now, i'm also trying to use those mouth wash which makes my mouth fresh and cool. I don't know if i've decay. If i've decay, that's the cause of having bad breath I think.

Back to present or today. I did not go anywhere, I just stayed at home. I'm waiting for my cousin to come. She said that she was a bit uncomfortable, so she was leaving office at 12.30 and would come and look for me. Until now, she haven't come yet. Today I was chatting with Jolyn (the cutie gurl lar.. haha). As she has a webcam, and I have a webcam I can see her and she can see me. I did not know her previously at all. I just know her about 3-4 months ago. She is from my school. I know that Jolyn exists in my school and she knows that I exist in my school. But we never talk before until she added me on MSN. So I added her and we became friends! So from the December holidays, we meet almost everyday on MSN and chat. Oh yeah.. We still sms late at night. And in my inbox, there are like so many messages from her. I think she's the first person who ever says i'm funny as we were chatting about the Spongebob Squarepants song sang by Avril Lavigne. Its like nobody says i'm FUNNY before. But i'm not. Maybe I feel not so "ke qi" when I talk to her. Oppositely, I thought that people will think that i'm a hypocrite especially teachers or whoever. Actually i'm also a bit hyprocritcal towards teachers and people who is very "famous", "very english" or types of people. I tend to shut my mouth up. If not, I will start to talk crap that makes me hypocritical. I tried to overcome this hypocritical thing. Maybe I should be more "straight" when talking to people that I tend to feel hyprocritical at times.