my first time on blog

hi.. everyone.. first time on blog.. i thought blog was a lame thing.. but come to think of it, i think its much better than writting on a diary.. later shou3 very suan1.. anyway.. i don't expect people to see it.. cos' i think its a self pleasure thingie.. haha.. my blog is so plain. anyway, can't be bothered to change it.

sigh.. so boring.. going to korea on december.. thats a fun thing.. but i don't know why like i've kind of a phobia towards korean food.. think thats because of my stomach flu experience.. the same day that i ate korean food. yesterday went shopping with friends.. its super fun lar.. i spent the most money. did you see a little girl holding a zara paper back going shopping with her friends? thats me.. haha.. i spent like about $160? its like xiao4 lar.. argh.. must try to control

two days before, i had my friendly match.. i lost my singles.. there are so many flaws or something like that at the hall.. its like lights were so bright, floor so slippery and more.. but anyway the whole team's overall won the yu neng primary. sigh.. so worry.. don't know next year can form team or not.. so i must train hard.. but its like i'm going korea for like 10DAYS! .. geez.. don't know what to do!..

ok.. i'm lame. i wanna write more. i wanna write my 11 years and 2 months+ life major events all in this blog.. i edited my post again and again.. now my sister just finished her A's chemistry and she finished her A levels.. happy for her.. i wanna tell her "hey.. remember.. you still have the SAT paper!".. haha.. sigh.. next year got PSLE.. for preparation, i started to read to chinese newspaper's(zao3 bao4's) si4 mian4 ba1 fang.. its actually a section where people write their so called "essays" using chinese(ok thats obvious).. i read it to enhance and improve my chinese.. my chinese teacher said that the examination some of the comprehension passages are highly possible to be adapted from there.. but there are so many words that i don't know how to read and i have to search in the big fat chinese dictionary..then is like so frustrated and fed up.. ARGH.. anyway, my kind mother help me in searching the words that i don't know.. i think my hair is starting to drop more and more because of STRESS.. sigh.. still need to plan.. do this.. do that..

so sad.. i'm leaving ny next year.. and i must get at least 255 to get in to nanyang girls high.. i really wish i would not dissapoint my family especially my parents as they spent to much money on me.. travelling.. buying clothes and stuff. so i'm determined to study and get good results.. actually i don't know if blogging is a waste of time.. its like i spent so much time making this blog(although it has a ugly blog skin and so on), and i could use all this time to study and read.. so i tell myself i must not write a post which is so long in the future so that i won't waste time!